Photography Tips: night photography

Photography Tips: night photography

What Mr. Cupid Told Me

This past few months was not too easy for me. Had to deal with relationship issues almost everyday. Seems like a routine which i don't want to face and handle with. Much more when your left alone in your room had nothing else to do but just to think and dwell with every single heartache. Trying on my own to fix and mend it.

I'm tired of making people realize how the word INSENSITIVE fits well to them .If  they could just wear it with a good jeans and classy loafer, they would probably land on a fashion magazine and become an icon. Oh well, am I being too rude now?..... I don't mind!

Sometimes, life could really be too unfair. Hate to admit it but relationship has always issues on who loved much and loved less. Pain just keeps on tagging along with Love. And I'm appealing now to please STOP it! You don't look good together!

The good side of all this is, You get a chance to talk to people which you haven't opened up with issues of the heart and truly they got the best answers to all of it. Simple Thank You's are never enough to show how much  I appreciate every single advice, time and laughs you gave.

The whole situation was supposed to make me hate LOVE and be very bitter with it. Questions had already been answered, waiting ended, hopes failed, emotions hurt, feelings rejected. However, LOVING MYSELF this time is the reward I'm willing to accept with open arms amidst all.

Greener Pastures

We are a dance team of Nurses and call ourselves Terpsichorez (goddess of Dance). When we were still students we used to make our college proud by winning awards on dance competitions. Now that we are already alumni of the college and have different priorities, we still tend to gather once in awhile. Not only have i found people who share the same passion as i have but I found genuine friendship with them.

Now, two of our members are flying to different countries (Van-Florida, Gerica- Dubai) to seek greater opportunities and seek much greener Pastures!
I LOVE YOU GUYS AND YOU WILL SURELY BE MISSED ;(

                                                   
                                               

                                            
        Guys: (L-R) Van,Joer, Kris, Manchie, Jonathan (took the pictures
                     Ladies: (L-R) Eyl, ME, Mai (twin sis), Gerica, Gilda

                            I so Love this people! True friends

                                Dinner @ Mae Krua ( Thai Food)

                                        Some Interior of the Resto

                                              Desserts @ La Marea

                                   what i wore:
                                    shirt- VANS

                                    bag- CMG 

                                     leggings- ?

                                     sandals: Charles & Keith  (twin sister's)

I Miss How it Used to be

From the moment we spent hours together, chatting non sense, laughing our hearts out,sharing all our secrets and even personal problems; from that moment, I knew that I TRULY have found someone- THE ONE! And out of the blue we became "US". From that time on, I never felt so happy in a relationship. Never had to hide anything, never had to pretend a different me to others. I was simply VERY VERY HAPPY =)

Though the 3years,10months and 6days was not all that perfect, the things i had to regret were the mistakes I made. Being stupid in times when there were no reasons to. Being so daunt on your feelings, have to make the same mistake the 3rd time but the only thing you did was to get mad and forgive. You handled well my gamut of emotions which lasts for hours and even days. Dealt perfectly the unpredictable ME even in times when I'm to difficult to talk to. Thanks for all the ride home and the company to do my groceries and patiently waiting while i look for clothes and shoes. For the love of eating together that added pounds to my "used to" slender body. =) For all the LOVING, THE HUGS, THE KISSES, I could not thank u much enough.

I'm not sure if between us, I'm the only one feeling this way but it seems like it's no longer the same. Been thinking of so many reasons to attach to it. Could it be the long years we had together? the priorities in between us? The interests we can't agree on? the differences we have? I don't know! All I'm sure of is I MISS HOW IT USED TO BE =(

PERPLEXED

I've been through this feeling a million times already and never had any outlet of pouring everything. Rather, I keep it to myself and wait till it fades -- And that's ME! I hate being confronted, so i roll over my bunk and wet my pillow with every tear i shed till i sleep.
And hating it, I'm feeling it again to this moment. I won't pretend I'm OK because I'm really not. Got lots of questions and "what if's" lingering in mind now. Things I'm not sure is the best way to do or say with the confusion and madness that's playing with my emotions. I want to shout at the top of my lungs and cry like a baby deprived of her favorite candy :(
I'm SELFISH, i know. I'm not perfect and everyone gets a chance to feel this way more than half of their existence. I'm Tired, I'm Sad, I'm Mad and Insecure.
To the person who made me feel this way, God bless YOU!

"I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant."-Robert McCloskey

Guys have their passion too

Been hearing so much about HID lamps, Side skirts, fabricating chin, Llantas and all those terms i could hardly picture out. My boyfriend's being blabbing it this past few days and as supportive as I can be I really tried to grasp every word he says..

He's been canvasing through forums and blogs of affordable shops which could fabricate clean and perfect car chins. First thought, I could not agree of spending thousands just for a car to look uncommon. However, thinking much deeper, i do spend a lot for shoes and clothes. Maybe not much amount in one setting but to aggregate every penny i spend for a year, I think i could have spend more..haha..

Seeing how happy he was after the car chin fitted perfectly with just the same black metal color as his car has, surprisingly, I think i was more excited than him.. I was even so noisy at the shop telling him how nice it looked. PERFECT! nyahaha..

Now, 1 item crashed out from his wish list still more to accomplish the soonest (needs serious saving).

We GIRLS have our own Luxury spending without even noticing and GUYS HAVE THEIR OWN THING TOO...

dreamland

weeepppeeeeyyy!!! This is my first ever blog account.. I've been viewing some of my friend's blogs and i kinda got a bit interested about it. It's the 19th of March 2010 at 1:58am (Philippine time) and just got my own blog site..yeah! :)

Kinda thinking what would be a good start to this...hmmmm....
Maybe a little intro about me.. Im Charlene, a 23yrs Old female from the Queen City. Im a Registered Nurse but still finding luck to this profession i chose :( Anyways, I have a Twin sister which i know makes me unique as Person but never be in looks..hehe. We share the same interest in almost everything.. she's my best friend and my worst enemy! i tell you! haha.. But i super duper Love her to the fullest..

So, I kinda thought of placing a few recent pics of us here.. And thanx to our friend Nicole who invited us to have this shoot.. i find it so cute.. By the way, me and my twin sister thought of the concept. 1st- Identical clothes because of course we're twins; 2nd- had tutus for skirst, to show our passion for dancing; 3rd- shirts with our nick names on it- for Identification purposes..teeehhee.. :) ENjOY :)