PERPLEXED

I've been through this feeling a million times already and never had any outlet of pouring everything. Rather, I keep it to myself and wait till it fades -- And that's ME! I hate being confronted, so i roll over my bunk and wet my pillow with every tear i shed till i sleep.
And hating it, I'm feeling it again to this moment. I won't pretend I'm OK because I'm really not. Got lots of questions and "what if's" lingering in mind now. Things I'm not sure is the best way to do or say with the confusion and madness that's playing with my emotions. I want to shout at the top of my lungs and cry like a baby deprived of her favorite candy :(
I'm SELFISH, i know. I'm not perfect and everyone gets a chance to feel this way more than half of their existence. I'm Tired, I'm Sad, I'm Mad and Insecure.
To the person who made me feel this way, God bless YOU!

"I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant."-Robert McCloskey

Guys have their passion too

Been hearing so much about HID lamps, Side skirts, fabricating chin, Llantas and all those terms i could hardly picture out. My boyfriend's being blabbing it this past few days and as supportive as I can be I really tried to grasp every word he says..

He's been canvasing through forums and blogs of affordable shops which could fabricate clean and perfect car chins. First thought, I could not agree of spending thousands just for a car to look uncommon. However, thinking much deeper, i do spend a lot for shoes and clothes. Maybe not much amount in one setting but to aggregate every penny i spend for a year, I think i could have spend more..haha..

Seeing how happy he was after the car chin fitted perfectly with just the same black metal color as his car has, surprisingly, I think i was more excited than him.. I was even so noisy at the shop telling him how nice it looked. PERFECT! nyahaha..

Now, 1 item crashed out from his wish list still more to accomplish the soonest (needs serious saving).

We GIRLS have our own Luxury spending without even noticing and GUYS HAVE THEIR OWN THING TOO...

dreamland

weeepppeeeeyyy!!! This is my first ever blog account.. I've been viewing some of my friend's blogs and i kinda got a bit interested about it. It's the 19th of March 2010 at 1:58am (Philippine time) and just got my own blog site..yeah! :)

Kinda thinking what would be a good start to this...hmmmm....
Maybe a little intro about me.. Im Charlene, a 23yrs Old female from the Queen City. Im a Registered Nurse but still finding luck to this profession i chose :( Anyways, I have a Twin sister which i know makes me unique as Person but never be in looks..hehe. We share the same interest in almost everything.. she's my best friend and my worst enemy! i tell you! haha.. But i super duper Love her to the fullest..

So, I kinda thought of placing a few recent pics of us here.. And thanx to our friend Nicole who invited us to have this shoot.. i find it so cute.. By the way, me and my twin sister thought of the concept. 1st- Identical clothes because of course we're twins; 2nd- had tutus for skirst, to show our passion for dancing; 3rd- shirts with our nick names on it- for Identification purposes..teeehhee.. :) ENjOY :)